A little respect..

I tried to discover a little something to make me sweeter,
Oh baby refrain from breaking my heart.

I just had a shower and I smell like Vanilla + Caramel. After this, I'm going to apply Cocoa Butter cream so..I'll smell like Cocoa Butter!

I'll probably taste weird and all chemical-y but I don't care, I smell good! Anyhoo..I'm okay I think. This week has been a pretty bad week especially since tomorrow I have a PS test [which I have not studied for] and on Friday, I have a PS presentation and a German dialog test. It doesn't end there, though. The following Monday, I have two papers to submit and I have to prepare the German shopkeeping list and on Wednesday, I have a German test.

Is it any wonder I haven't been very okay?

I just can't wait for Friday to end, albeit the workload I still have. I guess I deserve it - been procrastinating too much..enjoying too much of supposed 'free time'. Insyallah, I'll do okay.

I'm a little messed up but I just know I'll be okay soon. And I'm going to be 19 soon! And after I turn 19, so will Baby Adi-wadi-lah. It's November. My favourite month. =) Really. You're not allowed to be gloomy in November. Everything about the month is awesome.

I don't know what I'd do without you. You, you and you. =)

I love Sophia Bush. I think she's gorgeous because she has that twinkle in her eyes.

Crash

It's the sense of touch. In any real city, you walk, you know? You brush past people, people bump into you. Here, nobody touches you. We're always behind this metal and glass. I think we miss that touch so much, that we crash into each other, just so we can feel something.

I have always loved you
There's never been anyone else
I knew you before I knew myself
Oh my baby, I have always loved you
Years go by in a matter of days
And though we go separate ways
I never stop dreaming of you
I have always loved you.

Hero

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

I just want to hold you
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight

You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero

You gotta be bad
You gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser
You gotta be hard
You gotta be tough
You gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool
You gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
All I know all I know is that love will save the day.

I like this line from the movie 'Perfect Score': You weren't good at being someone else's boyfriend, you were great being yourself.

Uh oh.

I have so many songs now thanks to Kamal! Haha yay.

Now I have alot of PS readings to cover and I haven't started! Uh oh. How now, brown cow?

But listening to so many of my once-favourite songs is making me happy. (:

Anything she can do I can do better.

You're superficial
I'm a misfit
But baby, that's ok.

Take your love and hit the road.

I want body art, piercings, wild, spiky hair.

Okay, seriously.

I want to have red highlights, pierce my bellybutton and maybe my nose, draw some nice pictures on my body.

Stand By Me

When the night has come
And the land is dark
And the moon is the only light we'll see
No I won't be afraid, no I won't be afraid
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me

If the sky that we look upon
Should tumble and fall
And the mountains should crumble to the sea
I won't cry, I won't cry, no I won't shed a tear
Just as long as you stand, stand by me

And darlin', darlin', stand by me, oh stand by me
Stand by me, stand by me, stand by mee, yeah

Whenever you're in trouble won't you stand by me, oh now now stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Darlin', darlin', stand by me-e, stand by me
Oh stand by me, stand by me, stand by me

Man I feel like mold -
It's prom night and I am lonely, lo and behold -
She's walking over to me, this must be fake,
My lip starts to shake.
How does she know who I am?
Why does she give a damn about me?

I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden, baby.
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe.
I'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby...like you. ooh.
ooh yeah...dirtbag.
No she doesn't know what she's missing.

Major talk-session in progress with Adi-wadi-lah. I feel soo much better now. All my girls, stand in a circle and clap your hands - this is for you. I love my bestie! Haha.

I'm glad I was in a girls' school for as long as I was. It was so much fun then - being in an all girls environment..not having to care about how you sit or where you change after PE and being able to scream and cheer your lungs out.

Rage, rage, against the dying of the light. Even our form teacher allied with us against some of the male teachers. Haha I'm currently updating amidst serving guests.

Ciaoz!

Go figure.

Damn! Why wasn't I at home when either Lulu or Este visited? :(

I'm still wowed by the movie 'Crash'. I suppose it shows the ugliness of Man and how we've all become so detached from each other. Of course to show the ugliness, the movie has to also show the beautiful aspects of the human spirit. What makes life worth living?

Apart from all that, the fact that I have alot of readings which I have! to! catch! up! on! and the fact that I'm very tired but there are alot more families coming tonight..I am very happy.

=)

I wanna learn all about chemistry
Won't you show me everything you've learned
I'll memorize everything you do to me so I can
Teach it when it comes my turn.

The Good Kind

Do you know I cry?
Do you know I die?
Do you know I cry?
And it's not the good kind.
No, it's not the good kind.
No, you're not the good kind.

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding,
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding.
There are many things that I would like to say to you -
But I don't know how.
Because maybe you're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all, you're my wonderwall.


Remind me to live and to not just go through the motions of everyday life. I want to feel the fucking wind in my hair once again.

I think you're the same as me.
We see things they'll never see.
You and I are gonna live forever..we're gonna live forever.

Shahrul's a sweetheart. (: This was what came for me this morning at about 9am.

I love fresh flowers. I love him.

And he loves me too. So much that he's letting me do this.

I love it when they try to get scandalous even though they know they really can't handle it.

Desire me and know that you cannot have me.

I cannot be down listening to that song! And not when tomorrrow's Hari Raya. It's actually fun cleaning the house, shifting furniture, trying to get the cats to stay off the carpet. =D

Chak! BOO! Chak! BOO!

Ohhhh my God. Hahaha =)

I'll shine up my high-heeled shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.

The song is so catchy and infectious. It makes me feel like jumping on my bed and doing a silly, crazy dance. Pom poms? Why not? [Bon bons?] I want to do the dance Torrance did to the guy's demo.

=)

My cousin's first born. I cannot believe how tiny he is and how in love with him I am. =)